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Tch!

Dear diary,, Mon-dayy*28o311* .

MacaronicallyMarch. ♥

Monday.

Well lemme tell ya what i disagree with.
Girls who make their boyfriends carry their handbags.

B*tch they were designed differently for a reason.

Are you really straight or are you inwardly les?

Even if the guy wanted to, like wth?

Ahh well~ It's none of my b.z.

kayy i'm done. xD

Ehh~ emotionless i am definitely not.

Wonder what gave her that idea.

Shocking.

But i do understand that i need to stop stoning my face for pictures.

Excited for Thursday!!~

Goin' swimmin' with mummy. ♥

Well.. maybe more like floatin'/soaking then swimming.

After JBP we made a decision to relax~

& why do people ask me why am i not in a r/s..

i'm LESBIAN.

 haha okay im not. & im not trying to be rude.

i do honestly wonder if being gay would be better from time to time.

i don't want one kayy?

Not one where i have to do everything perfectly 24/7

Though right now i feel like having a TTM.

Maybe i will. =))

The most honest me.

This is the best i can describe it but mostly what i say is either..

Too much or Too little..

but NEVER enough.

TalkingToStars. ♥

LiL♂Miss[V]exatious

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Mehh.

Dear diary,, Sun-dayy*27o311* .

MacaronicallyMarch. ♥

Sunday.

JurongBirdPark, WoodlandsWaterfront, SembawangPark.
♥ Today was uber fun but exhausting.

...





Penguins are cute. xD

I wanna be a penguin. Do you wanna be a penguin?

& Owls are super cool can~?

ahahaha~

We took loads'a pictures. xD

As usual. Hot weather today. Hmm.

Mehh. HornbillChitChat dude said..

"Hornbills are forever faithful to their partners respectively. Are you?"

Haha~ Admirable i must admit.

LongStory.

Wanna know?

The Hornbill Emblem.

& hha~

A student from PetrusKy sch in Vietnam called & sms-ed me.

So cute! Their english is so limited. Can't do this often. =/

No $$. He was one of the fairly good ones though..


 ___________________________________________

I question your feelings for me. I don't think it's even real.

Maybe it's merely because you keep telling yourself that.

Who knows if some hot chiobu comes along all of a sudden?

In less than a sec, out a mind & all is forgotten.

Humans do that you know?

They lie to themselves & try to get themselves convinced.

Thinking "No it's all real. If not why do i think about you most of the time?"

You know what? I question 99% of my closest friends' relationships.

Wondering if they are all just messed up lies people tell themselves

to get into one of those & prevent "loneliness".

Fight3, break up, ohh well~ Get a new one!

Pala hotakk uhh. -.-

It can't be called cheating if i was never commited.

If i never had a status.

I know the kind of person i am.

I never asked for anything serious. Not till I'm sure.

Once we're both awkward, the most recent goodbye could be the last.

TalkingToStars. ♥

LiL♂Miss[V]exatious

Sorry people. =))

 ♥LaLa Land™

Well~

Dear diary,, Sat-dayy*26o311* .

MacaronicallyMarch. ♥

Saturday.

There's an up side to everything~
Just like there's an upside to my laziness.

...
okay maybe not everything.






Well.. i still choose to look on the bright side of life.

A.k.a. the Bimbotic side of life. ;)

BOOBzzzz. hahaha~

ONEbigBALLofHAPPINESS. =))

 


Kayy so right..

i don't know what i just ate for lunch/breakfast/BRUNCH.

Barely called food but i was too lazy to get ready & go out of the hse.

Supposed to be @ the bbq passing the Jurong peeps their souvenirs right now.

Also.. supposed to be at Nana's performance at Tamp by 5+/6.

Since i still do not have my make up on..

i think i'll sembahyang Asar while i'm at it. xD

Meeting mama @ Woodlands & then riding 168.

i always end up being the villain these days..

Just because i really want things done.

Like chasing people for overdue photographs..

Or asking people to hurry & confirm their schedules for the next trip.
 

I don't mean to but if one person keeps waiting for the other..

Then when the he-- will any work be done?? 2012?

Armegeddon? The end of the world??

Sorry guys.. i've had too much experiences not met.

Someone HAS to be the villain.

i'll treat you guys a lollipop to remedy the pain. =)

But i think i've been too laid back in life it's time i see some action.

All talk no action = DumbBlondeGo DUHHHH~

p.s. MoreThanWords baby~ \m/ ♥

TalkingToStars. ♥

LiL♂Miss[V]exatious

Wa'ermelons..

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Wa'ermelon head!!~

Dear diary,, Fri-dayy*25o311* .

MacaronicallyMarch. ♥

Friday.

Just remembered a scene with Watermelon boy here~
After i got him to smile.. *Which apparently took hardwork.

One wa'ermelon..

Two wa'ermelons..

Three wa'ermelons..

FOUR!

CUTENESS!!~ ♥

So he was sittin' by the gate watching the Vietnam wannabes work..

& i wanted to take a picture of him so i asked him to smile.

Despite the strong language barriers he did this.

Haha! What a smile~

 Cheeky boy~ ♥

& when they served us lunch..

i saw him leaning against the fence looking.

So i raised my hands & asked for high5s but he smiled & looked away~

*Shy~*
Hha tch. So i gave him a sad puppy dog pout & he came running to gimme 10!

Anyways~ ytd was random. xD

Went down to sch to meet Winanto, Charles, Diana, Sherman & the rest.

Ended up eating Sakura at Dhoby Ghaut & hanging at MBS.

Awesome night.. ytd was. A lot of reflecting i guess..

Like i said..

i wonder who's real & who's not. 

...

Were you?

i'd very much like to think so yeahh.. 

TalkingToStars. ♥

LiL♂Miss[V]exatious

 ♥LaLa Land™

So............

Dear diary,, Thur-dayy*24o311* .

MacaronicallyMarch. ♥

Thursday.

i shall not write an entry for tomorrow.
i sped things up too much that i'm a day ahead of schedule.

& ReplugSoccer was AWESOME. hha~

before we even started, the ball was kicked into the swimming pool.

& then once on the roof of the shelter..

& HotFeesh looked like some 60s kid ready for PE.

Haha~ "Team disqualified for having their pants on too short."

So says GerardWalkWalkWalkWalkWalkWalkWalk.

Ohh Goshh!

& me & Liyana rode the handicapped elevator for the 1st time.

Bumped into Sheryl in the shower room! xD

So happy~ ^^V

& random thoughts are piling up in my mind again.

It took me a year++ to learn this but..

I am not giving up the things i care about too easily.

TalkingToStars. ♥

LiL♂Miss[V]exatious

Vee's rJ [ReflectionJournal]

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Too often i'd like to reminisce.

Dear diary,, Wed-dayy*23o311* .

MacaronicallyMarch. ♥

Wednesday.

Okay maybe not much of a preference but a habit.
It's my ordeal. Don't give it another thought, even for me.

Besides.. see what happens if i don't?

i was stuck in "FabliauxFebruary" up till moments ago.

Even though it's already nearing the end of "MacaronicallyMarch."

Ohh my.. Time stopped for awhile in my world.

But i guessed it moved on too quickly to catch up with the present.

Ohh.. & i've been looking at old photographs & entries.

Especially on my msn profile..

It's been awhile.

Given the chance..?

i'd very like to start over.

stop rushing things.. i'm still very young as compared to..

& idk if he's joking but i hope he knows i'm nowhere near sure.

TalkingToStars. ♥

LiL♂Miss[V]exatious

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Living in my inner-space bubble again..

Dear diary,, Tue-dayy*22o311* .

FabliauxFebruary. ♥

Tuesday.

Still haven't snapped out of the Vietnamese Fairytale.
I've. been. on. a. plane!!~

But to be honest some questions still lingers in my mind.

Like who was real & who was fake?

Did we teach the people anything? Did they learn?

Did we teach OURSELVES anything? Did we succeed..?

How sincere was i..?

How genuine were they..?

Did everything go according to plan? Whose..?

What.. just.. happened?

And here we are..

i'm back to over-thinking.

however.. i'm not forcing smiles anymore.

i'm honestly content in my own lil' way. Just confused.

TalkingToStars. ♥

LiL♂Miss[V]exatious