rolling clouds.. they watch over our every move.

♥LaLa Land™

Dear diary,, Fri-dayy*17o91o* .

SecernSeptember.

Friday.

my mama said.. hati adek tak tenang.. tak tenteram..
because you don't confide in Allah.. you don't trust him yet.

workin' tomorrow.

gotta be there early to get the stuffs prepared & act busy.
Bernadine'll be a bit late & i'll be a bit lonely.
scratch that. she's posted to Ion. & i'm gonna cry tomorrow.

i understand that no matter how hard one tries..
one can't change the perception another has of one.
but one should never give up.
2ndSemesterResolution:
[x] don't get too hurt..
[x] too disappointed.
[x] & don't expect too much.

jr. neighbourhood kids came to visit for raya an hour ago.

told them CikguLiza[mummy] isn't at home.
no "GreenPackets" but there's food.

they ended up seeing bottles of green & orange
looneytoons drink.
truthfully i don't find it nice.
so did one of 'em who tasted it before.

so we did this cocktail taste test thing. HAHA!
i got them empty glasses & let them
pick whichever they wanted.

some of em ended up clinking their glasses
like wine.. haha.
i remember doing that when i was young.
kids.. *saudade feeling*
like i said..
i REALLY don't know how to handle compliments.
one of the kids said..
"Kak Syidah you gerek seyy.."
honestly happy but i have no ways of handling compliments well.
am i even worth the praise?

♥LiL♂Miss[V]exatious