♥LaLa Land™

just realised..

Dear diary,, Sat-dayy*19o211* .

FabliauxFebruary. ♥

Saturday.

Realised that..

I actually HAVE something to do!!

Watch the videos i downloaded~ ^^V
Yessahh!~
But esok kene angun pagi.. hmm.. =/

So addicted to

She makes dirty words sound pretty. ♥
by PerceTheVeil

Wokayy so here is how it went down.

Woke up lazy like pig. =_= zZz

Then went J-ing! i miss the unopened BricklandRd..
apparently my stamina isn't gone.

& ate breakfast at ITE Cck. Music sale. =/

bumped into some random RP girl. xDD

Then went home to go out and come back and go out again.

Don't ask for details. Oiuve.. -.-

Went to Tamp.

Haha~ Somewhere along the way..

got lost at Yishun and ended up window shopping.

Lalala~ then to Bukit Batok.. my childhood. xD

Then decided NOT to go back Tamp and went home.

haha~ LoLwhutt?
ohh ahh! & i bought a shaker. xDD

TalkingToStars. ♥

lLiL♂Miss[V]exatious

CreamPuffz!

♥LaLa Land™

BabyThemedRestaurant!! xD

Dear diary,, Wed-dayy*o9o211* .

FabliauxFebruary. ♥

Wednesday.

haha~ Okay today's fun~ ^^V

All the weird ideas for a BabyThemedRestaurant.

Yay!!~ I can go for the Vietnam trip!
First time on an aeroplane.
i hope nothing goes wrong this time..

It usually does.

But i count my blessings.

Hope i never forget to..

Insya'Allah..

ohh.. NIFM-ed again today. Ytd was NIFM+partial meaning F/X.

if Mummy wanted to wake me up like Mafia, why not o63o instead of o83o?

I think she still doesn't understand that if i have the flu..

sleeping = being unconcious.

Woke up at o3oo coughing like some dying hobo.

-.-||

Count your blessings~

*one.. *two.. *three hundred & seventy two point five..

STAMP MUSEUM

after sch today.. =))

Thursday's health check-up.

Also after school..

Friday hang with Replugios.
Hope so.. =/
been awhile eyhh..?

Faci got us subway cookies~ xD

TalkingToStars. ♥

LiL♂Miss[V]exatious

♥LaLa Land™

Heyy~

Dear diary,, Fri-dayy*o4o211* .

FabliauxFebruary. ♥

Friday.

wee~

“It is that we are never so defenseless against suffering
as when we love, never so helplessly unhappy as when
we have lost our loved objects or its love.”

- Sigmund Freud “The Civilization and its Discontents 

Live. Come back. Breathe.

Embun~

Andai takdi~~iir..
kita tak be~er sama~a..
Hhaha! keychohh.

Well.. had fun today~ ^^V

Ice skating next time? =/

the gurls crashing at my place!

goin DJ in the morn.
Dusky jog.

TalkingToStars. ♥

LiL♂Miss[V]exatious

There's no seeing you again.. we have the same"nothing" to bump.

♥LaLa Land™

& in the end..
the sincerity is only found in me.

Dear diary,, Thur-dayy*o3o211* .

FabliauxFebruary. ♥

Thursday.

click.

We are young!

We are free!
Stay up late!
haha.~okay.. We had fun today.

We'll have fun tomorrow.

Bowling..!

No pride left. I've hit rock bottom.
I feel like hitting you.
I feel like hitting you so hard.
I want Faris back.
I want him back. Only then will i be able to lay my heart to rest.

TalkingToStars. ♥

Kejam.. Awak kejam.
Haha..
Ain sendiri yang rasa pedih.
Ya Allah.. sakitnya rasa batinku ini..

LiL♂Miss[V]exatious

♥LaLa Land™

*sigh..

Dear diary,, Wed-dayy*o2o211* .

FabliauxFebruary. ♥

Wednesday.

NIFM~ xDD

Okay. So maybe not a total loner. =/

Cancelled the 8th Feb outing & escaped with no penalty for valid reason.
Going STArtFOP interview with Choy~ ^^V
But i AM going for the 7th & the 9th outing..

Hopefully they make an axception for Choy to tag on the 7th.
The slots were full. =/ But she did sign up for the 9th. xD

Tch! No trip back. *sigh~
The last week is the busiest week.

NIFM-ed.

Met up with classmates during 1st break.

Just reached class & they are all thinking of partialing. \m/

Ohh yeahh..

my daydreaming has once again taken me to a whole new level of

Impossibility.

& because of that, i will be offline most of the time.

Can't really explain the link. =(

Bobby knows. ;)

& im more stressed than i sound.

wee~

Ohh yeahh!
Ytd i actually forgot i haven't eaten lunch or dinner before i zzz.

Who does that? really.

I woke up with gastric. *puke

TalkingToStars. ♥

LiL♂Miss[V]exatious

No content.

♥LaLa Land™

O.o||
Adobe CS4 is total MindFcuk.

Dear diary,, Thur-dayy*27o111* .

JabberwockyJanuary. ♥

Thursday.






 

HappyBirthday AzfarJ. ^^V

sometimes i forget you're my ex.

or that we were ever close.. =/
or that i was really in love with you.

Ssss!!!

AdobeCS4. AdobeCS4. AdobeCS4. AdobeCS4. AdobeCS4.

So confusing.

So tedious.

So ughh!

Vexatious. Very.

hmm..

Will it be worth it?

Or will the consequences be dire..

i wonder.. what's my next move?

im the MadScientist.

& the MindFcuk tactics were merely diversions..

To what i have in store for Feb.

if i go through with it.


what i did after sch..

LiL♂Miss[V]exatious

TalkingToStars. ♥

when i got that phone call. 21o7o9.

When you can't speak, because you know that if you do, you will cry.

im smiling..♥ =)

♥LaLa Land™

pandai awak.

Dear diary,, Sat-dayy*22o111* .

JabberwockyJanuary. ♥

Saturday.

=']

my day started a little off.

but now im BACK. \m/

high high high high high~ xDD

Sayang korang.. sentiasa kechoh.. sentiase gler.

Congrats to KakMirah for winning 2nd runner up. \m/

Saw Shafeeq T. Hafeez Hussein a.k.a. Turtle nye mummy Ann Hussein.

LoL. Really just looks like him.

tired dancing & screaming & jumping & shittz.

ohh.. and one of the singers was a bass player.

i see hope for someone..

moga awak mencapai cita-cita awak.

dan moga awak sihat sentiasa untuk bila-bila.

 

okayy. my throat really hurts right now.

bedok~ bedok bedok bedok~

tomorrow~ \m/

kechohh~

keluarga Ain ada terlalu banyak harapan atas Ain.

Tell me who hates being called "pandai".

Everytime i hear it, it's like an insult.

Semua orang..

Biar mama, biar ayah, biar abang pun..

They know it. They admitted it.

Segala harapan yang ada pada dia orang jatuh kepada Ain.

Maybe that's why setiap kali Ain tersilap, i feel mortified.

Segala tanggung jawab yang Ain tak dapat menghasilkan..
Segala puji yang Ain menginginkan tapi tak terungkap.

Kini Ain dah tak kuasa.

Mungkin kerana itu..

Hidup Ain tak tenteram.

Kotak fikrah yang sentiasa berjalan.

Suara minda Ain yang terulang-ulang.

Kebolehan Ain yang tidak pernah mencukupi.

Dan pada awak.. saya terima.

Segala keputusan dijatuhkan pada Ain.

Sesungguhnya awak memahami bahawa Ain bukannya apa..

You deserve better & i mean it.

Perangai Ain cam gini..

Truth be told even I'm disgusted with myself.

JIJIK.

apa tak lagi awak.. kan?

tak akan lagi Ain mengharapkan.

Salam.

p.s. funny how you weren't what i was gonna type for.
but my trail of thought ended witcha anyway.

LiL♂Miss[V]exatious

♥LaLa Land™

Morning rush hour.

Dear diary,, Wed-dayy*o5o111* .

 

JabberwockyJanuary. ♥

Wednesday.

hate to admit it but iglad i could rely on NashhJ. when i need to..
Thanks for the ride to sch.. though i was late by 5++ mins.





Glossed porcelain cheeks early in the morning.

Ok more like drenched.

Paperdolls become ugly when in contact with water. 

Now she has to spend her time watching NicVujicic to dry the drops up. 

& the story of the soldier who jumped on a grenade

to save his butter-fingered trainee & died.

p.s. Bully game. [ScholarshipEdition]

...

...

YESSAH!!

TalkingToStars. ♥

LiL♂Miss[V]exatious

"That is not like me.."

♥LaLa Land™

What IS.. like "me"?

Dear diary,, Tue-dayy*o4o111* .

 

JabberwockyJanuary. ♥

Tuesday.

"You were given those obstacles because God believes you can take it."
i've heard this a lot..

Reminded by Yaya..

Sometimes just because things are supposedly commen sense..

doesn't mean we don't need to be reminded once in a while..

no wait. i don't know.. what?

ahh.. goshh.

breathe.

breathe.

breathe.

Oh & here's my Not-So-NewYear's resolution.

TalkingToStars. ♥

LiL♂Miss[V]exatious

Numbness Encore

♥LaLa Land™

Stomach ache! ='(

Dear diary,, Sat-dayy*o1o111* .

 

Let'sDevourThisDecember.. ♥

SafeSaturday~

It's Raining~ Sylvia Ratonel. x3
i NEED to EAT!! stomach ache killing me bad.

Well the year ended nicely..
With a dash of SUPER SPICY Mee Wanton. -.-

Just remembered, i need to get my business casual & business formal outfits.

Anyone wanna tag for shopping at Peninsula? =/

Ohh & i think i grew out of being scared.

Be it snakes, insects, cockroaches, cable cars, whatever.

Waited for the adrenaline to flow in.. but it didn't.

Only one thing can hurt me now.. as it always could.

My emotions.

paranoia & the pain of losing.

My past keeps catching up on me.

But i think im fine with this..

Guess we're family now.

Because families fight but we forgive each other.

Plus we're living under the same roof anyway.

Nice to have you with us Sarah..

Let's hope there won't be drama this time..

& you can finally have a peaceful and normal life.. okay?

Btw.. if you don't already know the story..

While i was gone.. Living the Life in Langkawi..

My daddy received a present from Santa.. O.o

Woke up to a kitten my mum called "Bell".

[Coz of the tummy! xD]

Honestly is someone distributing cats?

Like this secret organisation that keeps a look out for

families who takes good care of cats or something.. haha!

Because this always happen somewhere at the end of the year..

The 1st one, Kecyqq, just appeared at our doorstep somehow.

So did Tabby whom we claim Kecyqq brought along.

& now Bell. 3 years in a row. =/

We live at the top floor for Goodness Sake! 

How the heck?

To Mr. M.

Thank you for that.

Can't say it wasn't my fault.

But you'll get over it. Happy New Year..

See you around hopefully in good terms someday..

TalkingToStars. ♥

LiL♂Miss[V]exatious