♥LaLa Land™

Dear diary,, Fri-dayy*221o1o* .

OasisOctober.

Friday

DANIEL sitting beside me is saying..

"dear diary today i'm sitting beside a funny man named Daniel"

"he's so cute- ehk don't lah!"
*starts typing*

okay random.
he keeps reading those LoveGivesMeHope stuffz. =_=
today's lesson is quite dry. =/

stomach ache! ='(
haha~ Friday!~ yay..
Next friday goin' to the Halloween function with Diana & Daniel.
yay~ haha.


chasing the red thread.

well..

well well..

LiL♂Miss[V]exatious

a change of scenery?

♥LaLa Land™

Dear diary,, Thur-dayy*o71o1o* .

OasisOctober.

TacitThursday

okay so it's some hours over noon now..
just got home & finished my chores.
in the morn, had to wake up early & run to the bank.
after that some other errands yadda2.

noon, went with mama to buy "breakfast".

some conversations popped out.
see.. my godbrother's parents asked me if
i'd like to come along on an overseas holiday trip some time..


talking about mama's possible oncoming trip to bali
with the other teachers..
the topic sorta just popped out.
& surprisingly..

she's okay with it.

"i think you're old enough so long as you sleep in an all girls rm."
well.. =/
guess i'm at that age where she can trust me enough for that.

must've done something to make her believe i'm responsible.
uber cool. though i don't expect anything..
i'm not the kind of person who frequently get
blessings to fall into her lap for free.

on the contrary.
i'm just happy she trust me that much.

LiL♂Miss[V]exatious

had to post this. couldn't help it.

♥LaLa Land™

Dear diary,, Thur-dayy *29o71o* .

Thank you Ronny.
Thank you.
So very much.

for spamming me and Jerome's Fb and
making me look like i'm an idiot talking to myself.
haha! arse. finding ways to kill you.
soon.. six feet under.
hahahaha! crazy fcuk.

running around turning TRCC upside down.

 

too close. ♥

LiL♂Miss[V]exatious ♥

if you think it's for you. friendship really is.. burdensome.

♥LaLa Land™

Dear diary,, Wed-dayy *21o71o* .

*sigh*
why?

why the heck do i feel so exhausted these days..?

losing too much energy.
being happy, jumpy and high is getting harder now.
if i don't i'll be spoiling the mood for everyone.

just because I don't say anything doesn't mean I'm oblivious.
when you don't favor one.
i see through your facade all these years..
there are things you aren't ok with but you won't bother pointing out directly.
you don't hate me but you don't like my high.
you don't like my emo.
what am i supposed to do?
it's me sincerely. I can't change that.
being emoshytt might be burdensome so i'll not trouble you guys with it.
but high is one thing i can't bear to erase. it keeps me smiling..
at least for a little while..


it's ok. i know what i'm worth.

i know what i'm worth. ♥

LiL♂Miss[V]exatious ♥

when is it my turn?

♥LaLa Land™ 

Dear diary,, Sun-dayy *o4o71o* .

Soon..

I wish time would stop for a moment.
Maybe slow it down a bit.
but not during class of course. that'll be boring.

Still wants so much to be understood.
Why the eff am i always the one doing the understanding?
To Yaya: being what you called me might not be a good thing.
heck it's quite the opposite.

ytd was so..
started out so bad. violence is provocative.
so much that you've died a lot in my imaginary world.
though in reality it might turn out the other way around.
Ignite was.. in the rain again.
a lot of people cancelled out. ughh..
JA people got me laughing for awhile.
Ate dinner & came back.
Thought I was finally gonna have fun.
But everyone started planning to leave..
felt so crushed & left alone.
till they decided to stay..
so.. ♥

Love my Replugios..

LiL♂Miss[V]exatious ♥

Such a weird funny day.

♥LaLa Land™ 

Dear diary,, Thur-dayy *o1o71o* .

It's July..

Currently listening in to the guitar lesson.
Done my Rj in less than 3mins.
Played "catching".
|trying to run away from someone.|
ran out the back door just as soon as i sensed him.
When he came out th backdoor i went in the front door.
LOL.

Hahs.. Today's such a weird day. =/
huhuu~
ohh i see BOB! LOL. BeatsEncore.
Hah! sorrehh.. distracted.

Will update later~ =DD

LiL♂Miss[V]exatious ♥

Rach speaks malay. LOL.

♥LaLa Land™ 

Dear diary,, Mon-dayy *28o61o* .

HAHA!

wasn't planning to update my blog till tomorrow coz..

i talk too much.

but today was FREAKIN' FUNNEH!!

wohoo! beads! switched one with Zaini..

Will switch again whenhe comes to Ignite on Fri/Sat. =DD 

Changing my Lappie Password to |Monkey??|

The cramped up room for Vocalists' training..

JA crew lying dead asleep on the ground even with HEADBANGING music..

Zee getting stuck at the same place when memorizing lyrics..

Me Meow-ing~ [B]eatsEncore imitate-ing~

Have this temptation to play the drumset but "Daddy" pres don't allow.. =((

Only for ignite. Haishh..
Running around like crazy~ bla3~

Decking: HAHAHAHAHA!!!

Omg Rache!!~
So FUNNEH!!
She was speaking malay~ hahaha!
OMG chicken & drumsticks & holes & heart pains came out!
RandomNeSs Maximum!!~ =DD
Had a good laugh with Liyana, Adam, Danny & the gang.. =DD
Rach who sound like an indonesion maid &
Danny who's so fluent he sounds like MatRep. LOL.
I'm Chi-layu/Malai-nese~
& the BE peopl were also there.. Meow-ing at me. LOL.

Otw MRT: Dilly & his super cool handshakes! LOL-NeSs~

MRT: Rapping, Dancing, Sticking, Crapping, Laughing!~

Everyone was like staring at us. OMTC!~ |oh my turtle cute. =D|

btw.. hows my pic?

credits to Syazwan' DSLR..

The enterprise lesson we had today was related to P O A. =_=||
Haishh.. there's a reason why i DROPPED the darn subject.
in the words of my old innocent-looking dirty-minded friend Chanel..
i debit you, you credit me. <3
LOL!

I feel a sense of responsibility to smile genuinely nowadays..
uncle HTHT-ed[HeartToHeartTalk] with me on life..
he said everytime he saw me i'd be sick..
i've only realised when he said it..
body's getting weaker.
immune system sucks.
antibiotics only makes it worse.
everytime i get stressed, excited or put under pressure i'd break.
funny how life can be..
he prescribed a remedy..
The only thing that could make or break me..
Smile.. =))

LiL♂Miss[V]exatious ♥

Pictures!!~ yay.

♥LaLa Land™

Dear diary,, Thur-dayy *14o61o* .

OhhMyGOODNESS.
EFF this bloody headache!!!!!!!

the pain is seriously irking me. so much.
anyway.. update..
woohoo! some pics uploaded!
from Liyana's iPhone & Andrea's hp.

weehoo~

♥hubby! LOL.

ytd's piano lesson was cancelled. FCUK.
i feel like im not improving at all.
& my band haven't even started doing anything. AT ALL.
gonna prac on Friday but Danny called a meeting.

Haishh.. =_=
Mal is so vexing. It's not that i'm lazy to prac.
it's that my band isn't effing here
& i dunno the song,
dunno the vocalists' pitch.
plus my lack of resources & facilities. haishh.. =(

ok. skip the bull & go to unicorns.
ytd was.. uhm.. yeah.
since lesson was cancelled i had nothing much to do.
borrowed Mad's headphones..

Mad showed me a freakin' funny video.
LOADS of screaming~ =DD

visited the piano after a long time today..
made some new songs.. letting out emotions with keys..
was down in the dumps but it lessened after meeting up with Nisa & Yaya
& talking CRAP.
made a new friend. =))
he & i can really click. Talking about shits. LOL.

didn't plan on decking ytd bt i had to visit coz i 4gt to return Dilly's sunglasses.
bumped into shah & mich otw. =DD
craziness!!~

this show that people/aliens will always have their ups&downs.
but we always have our smiles~
& our laughing gas..
appreciate those around you..
& do your best to treasure them.
Coz if you lose them..
the pain you'll feel..

p.s.
...
...

 i LOVE photography!!~ =DD

LiL♂Miss[V]exatious ♥