Hahs. idiot.

♥LaLa Land™ 

Dear diary,, Wed-dayy *3oo61o* .

Among more people but why do i feel more alone?

I'm so retarded.
I'm such an idiot.
Mentallly disabled.
Or too capable that it comes out with billions of stupid questions
that I can't find answers to.

I currently don't give a shit bout anything.
Rj Lj Mj
ReflectionJournal LanJiao MichaelJackson
Hardy Har Har.
.

snap out of it bitch.

haishh.. intended to go to the piano to vaporise these emotions.
Eff. someone's there..
So roamed around sch while waiting for a friend & ice cream.
But i couldn't hold back the diamonds..
So sat somewhere & just drifted into LaLaLand.

We'll see what'll happen later..

i need distractions..

haha kayys enough of that.
here's what happened after drama..
Syazwan gave me ice cream. yay.
After emma's band prac, i made Vic dance. =DD
LOL. funneh.
Then we DECK!~

Decking~> Did a looong Rj..
Had my friend do my quiz..
Scanned thru Vic's hp.
[found it boring till he said he had a vid of him wearing a skirt.]
*snatched the hp back*
Me: aww.. ur wearing pants inside. =((
Adam: OMG vic whatareyoudoing?! omg NO!
LOL.
Commented on it but i won't say what.

made a mistake otw home.
now i need to get out of this. LOL. *sobs*
kena bully. =_=||

LiL♂Miss[V]exatious ♥

Soon..[+Continuation~]

♥LaLa Land™ 

-this pic reminds me of myself.. undefined..-

Dear diary,, Tue-dayy *29o61o* .

why do i feel so..?
It's going to be July soon..
I guess that's why..
ohh god help me from this..
Suffocating again..

Wake me up when September July ends..

yeah. to my replugios..

this pic will erase any traces of MCR.

so don't comment on anything. yay.

Good news is..
Band practice went well..
Did a bit more improv. & stuff but
the Vocalist is out sick for the week so we can't perfect it.

Bad? i don't want to start..
I don't want to remember.

Any haters reading my blog?
This is one way to cheer yourself up.
aren't you glad?

p.s.
Just when i thought im out.. Fate pulls me back in.

Loads of mood swings today.. WHY???
One moment i feel so sad, the next pissed &
Then my friends cheered me up which lasted all the way till Decking was over..
Ohh dear.. why..?
That question came back to haunt me once again..
Left me dumbstruck too..
searching for the answer..
"Ehk seriously if you were to date a ReplugSenior who would you date?"
I said "i don't know!" laughed it off & said i'll think about it.
"we don't have much time.."
what the heck does that mean..?
So many thoughts.. roaming around my head..

LiL♂Miss[V]exatious ♥