♥LaLa Land™
Dear diary,, Fri-dayy *18o61o* .
here's to wishing i'd never wake up again..
i'm suffocating.
truly i am.
choking out of my own tears..
my head feels so light it's as if realiy has become surreal.
& the reasons so vast i can't begin to explain.
an insomniac streak has begun to hit me again.
everytime i close my eyes i can't shut my mind.
My brain isn't slowing down & it refuses to go to Theta state, let alone Delta.
though if i were given the choice, i'd prefer Delta.
No more nightmares..
i'm beginning to wonder why i even bother.
Even the things that i love the most aren't helping now.
there's no remedy anymore.
i wish i was insane.
genuinely.. where everything's painted rainbows..
& unicorns cover the world as far as eyes can see..
somebody wake me..
if not put me to sleep..
i'm suffocating.
truly i am.
choking out of my own tears..
my head feels so light it's as if realiy has become surreal.
& the reasons so vast i can't begin to explain.
an insomniac streak has begun to hit me again.
everytime i close my eyes i can't shut my mind.
My brain isn't slowing down & it refuses to go to Theta state, let alone Delta.
though if i were given the choice, i'd prefer Delta.
No more nightmares..
i'm beginning to wonder why i even bother.
Even the things that i love the most aren't helping now.
there's no remedy anymore.
i wish i was insane.
genuinely.. where everything's painted rainbows..
& unicorns cover the world as far as eyes can see..
somebody wake me..
if not put me to sleep..
LiL♂Miss[V]exatious ♥
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